Izit you????

Just now watch show to make myself cry....
Felt much better.... But donno why still feel like crying.... O.o???
Izit bcos of that jerk??? Hope no!
I duonno way i just feel like crying but i only can cry awhile......
I duonno how to cry weird huh????
I just duonno why i wanna cry.....
My heart and mind is only "?"......
OMG! What is happening?!??!
Why cant i just cry out once and for all?????
Zzzzzz.......
Not gonna slp tonite......
No mood...... Duonno why...... O.o.....
>_<!!!!

Why?Why?Why?

Why does time have to pass????
Why do perfect moments never last???
Why do people have to change?????
Why are things so strange????
Why are hearts so easy to break???
Why are love so hard to make??????
Why are there lies in the world???????
Why are things so confuse????
Why is your heart so hard to trust????????
Who dies and who lives?????
Why is there so much pain??????
Why cant peace ever really be there????????
Why in the end do they have to leave you??????

I duonno why......

I still cant get over you......
Cant remember how many months it has been since we broke up.....
But i cry everytime when i think about you......
The sound of the rain droplets always leaves my heart shaken up.......
I regrett giving you my love..... I regrett getting attached to you........
I regrett holding you back........Why do i have to face th pain alone????
I tried to be your only girl,and did you ever understand my heart?????
Now it became the compass of broken love......
Tears are flowing down,and soaks the dry lips......
What should i do, i still cant get you out of my mind........
I cried alot bcos of you, I feel hurt bcos of you,I belive in the love bcos of you......
And now I lost everything bcos of you.......
I am speechless,sufocatting,and hurt .
A world without you.......
Chewd out my heart,stomped on my dignity,Torn apart my heart.....And why did you leave me behind???
It also rain on that day,you stared at me wordlessly,you stared at me and nothing else......
Those trembling gazes, and the awkardly force smile,speaks of our seperation......
I really regrett giving you my everything........
And i face everything myself......
You told me to leave and the moment i leave, you treat me as insane it is just to hard......
Then i cry silently and wordlessly , cos i feel that i am really a fool.....
To belive in you......
This kind of jerk!!! I hate you!!!!
But i dun noe why sometimes i still miss you......
But whenever it rains i feel like go to the rain and cry.....
Bcos it reminds me what you told me in the rain......
And when i cry in the rain i will feel better......
All bcos of you i become like this.......

Bcos of you......

I belive in love from the first time i saw you.....
I said i need you , I miss you , I cant live without you......
I said i wanna stay next to you,my love is true, wanna go back to when i was with you......
I cried alot bcos of you..... I cry every nite........
I belive in love bcos of you......
I lost everything bcos of you.......
I was such a fool back time......
I hate you forever.......

Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars......
Let me see wat spring is like on,Jupiter and Mars.....
In other words,hold my hand........
In other words,baby kiss me.........
Fill my heart with song and let me song forever more....
You are i long for, all i worship and adore.....
In other words,pls be true.........
In other words "I Love You"...............
I remember this is wat he sing to me but.......
Does he really mean it????
I am just a fool!!!!!

Although you say you can see me but you can't see me well......

Can you really see me??
I cry at a place where you can't see me..... You said you noe.....
I feel hurt at a place where you can't see me..... You said you noe.......
Everytime i need a shoulder to lean on ...... You said you noe......
Everytime i need a hug.......You said you noe........
What if i say i dun have any feelings for you do you really noe????
Can you really noe how i feel or anything????
No you can't cos you are not me......
Everytime when i ask you you said you noe i trust you.....
After that i noe wat is happening i feel that i am a fool!!!!
I AM A BIG FOOL!!!!!!!
I am very stupid !!!!            :'(

I am a fool....

It must be bcos i am a fool.
It must be okay even if it hurts me.
Even if you tease me that is a foolish love,bcos i am such a helpless fool..
My wanting to be good to him,is enough to make me happy.\
Even if he smiles at me once, I am happy with that smile.
Untill the person he loves come along, I am going to stay by his side like this...
It is a love that makes me happy just to give .
So i wont wish for anything more....
In a place that he can always reach me if he holds out her hand......
In a place where i can always hear him if he calls out to me.....
I will stay there without any change, Bcos i love him......
Bcos ...... I ....... Am...... A........Fool........
Although everything has change i still think that a am a idoit fool!!